There Will Always Be...

We always get to choose who we want to be attracted to, who we want to admire and who we want to like.. We get to choose the people who we want to be surrounded with and who we want to spend time with.. We meet new people at some points in our lives, and we get to choose who are the ones we'll keep over time..

We call these people our "Friends"

Fact is, one of these "friends" could possibly turn out to be your mate, or that one of these "friends" would probably be your bridge towards finding the ONE..

Falling for a close friend can turn out to be either the best decision of your life or the worst, given the risks involved.. the people involved and the circumstances around.. playing it safe and staying in the middle is probably the most common thing happening, this is where the words "respect" and "boundaries" come into play..

Respect the friendship, all the good times, bad times, and whatever times you have had with this "friend" of yours are all in the balance with this strange feeling of yours, risking that everything may fall apart and never be the same if you gamble with your emotions. Know your boundaries, you are a "friend" to him or her as well, you should know the limits within that label as a "friend" and keep it that way until you are definite on how you'll play your cards..

Eventually, time will pass by and you will be attracted to some other people around you, maybe even spend a night or two, or get into a relationship or so, some random guy/girl from the club, a former classmate perhaps, a workmate, foreign exchange, an old fling, or whatever else... fact is he or she probably will as well.. and you as his/her "friend" have no choice but to bear all that if you are still what you think is "in love" with her..

"Friendzone" as some may call it, the point where you are in love with your friend but he/she is not or he/she is taken, or lesbian or whatever the universe can negatively offer..

This is the crazy part, you feel pain when you find out that he/she is getting hurt by someone else but at the same time, you feel pain as well seeing him/her happy with someone else, what the fuck right?.. all those crazy lines like "I'm happy for him/her" or "I'm happy as long as he/she is" or "I only want you happy, even if it's not with me" are all but sentiments and words to ease the pain.. True, eventually you'll have to be happy for him/her or else you'll go crazy mourning over something that is seemingly impossible to undo for the rest of your life... True, you'll have to be happy or else you'll be sad forever.. True, you want her to be happy... False, "even if it's not with you"? Bullshit, at some point maybe yes, but at the spur of the moment, you definitely are engulfed with pain and frustration knowing the fact that you lack the ability or the capability to secure him/her as your partner.. fact is you know deep inside that you want to be the one for him/her but circumstances just don't allow you to or you are just afraid to risk it or MAYBE, you love him/her too much for you to put whatever you already have with him/her on the line..

Worth a shot? maybe, you'll never really know unless you try... worth the risk? up to you...

In this world we live in, there will always be that someone who will always be special no matter what, someone dear to you, someone you'll always want to keep close... a friend that will always be... a friend that could have been..

A love that never was...

-KRMC.

Reboot...

The world I live in...

Hopefully some of you guys would find some similarities within your world and mine... a deeper insight on things happening around us, a darker approach to some of the things we all think is so simple and mild... the real world wherein happy endings are not that easy to achieve.. but somehow, we all find out a reason to believe..

A touch of the ugly truth, the painful facts and the strength of hope..

A world we all share in common...

-KRMC.