Fucking readers discretion is fucking advised.
At least once in everyone's life, we will experience pain like no other, the kind of pain that makes no sense but hurts like hell.
I have...
It makes no sense because you know that it will remain a bad memory and it will stay as it is for there is no fucking cure to it but to let go and let it be...
Its the fucking kind pain surely worth fucking forgetting.
To that bitch,
I did everything in my power, I tried to give you everything you could ever want, time, concern, effort, understanding, material things and so on, I played it nice and acted cool despite your dark pasts and everyone's disapproval, I believed in seeing the goodness in you and still believed that you were worth the trouble and still believed that you deserved to be viewed as a woman like how I used to look at you.
But i was fucking wrong.
I tried to see that despite everything that has happened in the past, you were sincere when you told me that you loved me
But hell no, reality slapped me fucking hard in the face.
I'll keep it simple,
You fucking used me, lied to me and made me look like a fool.
You made me fucking believe that I was the only one but behind my back you were fucking flirting around and fucking sleeping around with who-fucking-ever.
It's a bitter text, a text drawn by intoxication and rage, but this is the last one, the fucking last I'll ever put you in my fucking mind.
I hope you were happy, feeding your pride and ego with that fucking bragging rights you oh so craved for or for whatever else you have wanted for fucking making me look like a fool, for fucking lying straight to my face and for fucking letting that fucking bastard shit on my fucking face when you fucking fucked him while I was fucking myself up trying to create a fucking reason for our fucking relationship to have fucking worked.
I'm fucking enraged, knowing that you were fucking proud to tell other fucking people more-so those fucking people who fucking knew me and what we fucking believed to have been us that you were just fucking using me as your fucking sponsor to fucking give you whatever you fucking wanted that that fucking bastard could never have fucking gave you. And to have been proud to have been fucking telling and fucking showing other people that you were fucking lying straight to my face about being with that fucking bastard when you were fucking telling me that you weren't.
Thanks, for have fucking around with my mind and my emotions for the fucking duration of what I believed to be a fucking relationship. Thanks for fucking being honest and proud for telling other people that you were just fucking using me for what I could give.
Now I get it, that all the fucking things in your past just fucking never changed, you were still that fucking bitch who fucking keeps on having an affair with married men and who'd prefer to look like a slut and be surrounded and used by who fucking ever for the fucking sake of your fucking bragging rights, for the fucking sake of feeding your fucking ego and for fucking believing that you were fucking prettier than all the other girls you fucking shitted on the face on by fucking fucking around with who the fucking ever behind everyone's fucking backs.
And to step on my face like that. Its a fucking shame on me to have believed that a girl like you was ever worth it. My mistake, my bad.
You'll forever remain as a reminder, that a fucking pretty face and a fucking educational background does not stop anyone from being a fucking bitch like you.
So much for believing in "I love you, Darling"
-Your fucking Ex
PS. Karma came fucking back like hell to me. Let's just fucking wait and see for yours.
Forgive my rants. Just one time to fucking release all this fucking rage.
