Pain: Ain't Like the Movies

For a hopeless romantic like me and whoever relates to these texts, it sucks to realize that the happy endings we desire so much doesn't truly exist..

Life ain't like the chickflicks and the love stories we see in movies.. It's not like you can always expect something out of this world to happen and turn things around for you... reality is never like that...

Its not like a sign would magically appear in front of her telling her and making her realize how much you love her and how much special she is to you, its not like someone completely random would unexpectedly give her a piece of advice that would push her into thinking that your relationship is worth the save.

Its never like that, its never like the movies we see...

Its natural to believe in such things, to try and do such things for the people we love, romantic dates, sentimental presents, moments of sweetness and cheezyness with each other, the feeling of belonging to someone, that someone actually cares about all your ups and downs in life and really gives a shit about them.

But sometimes, reality bites and slaps us that more often than not, it doesn't work that way...

She won't know and will never know how much you try and do everything you ever can for her, no matter how much you try, what's not enough will always be not enough for someone who doesn't try and see through all the sacrifices and choices you made for them..

She won't know how much you're hurting and will never know how you feel whenever she blows you off and dumps you off.. she'll never know that all you ever wanted was to try and fix things even if it meant lowering down your pride and going out of this world to find ways on how you'll ever try to fix your relationship with her..

It sucks that there's no climaxes, conflicts and resolutions scripted for these kinds of situations like they do in the movies, the one that's tailored to give the audience a happy ending..

Time will tell, if it's a love story worth telling, or a tragedy that should be buried down deep and forgotten.

Its not like she'll realize this and that like they do in a span of a two hour movie.. it takes time, and sometimes, it never really happens, one will always be left wondering why and how things never really worked out when all you ever did was try and do everything you possibly can for her.